this is my second attempt in neet exam being a topper in my 10 th now iam nowhere ,it feels depressed ,i wasted my lockdown time previous year,bcoz of my laziness,only problem was this mobile,my father abused me ,last year,now once again i didnt read bcoz of the kind of laziness this cell phone created in me,there are only 50 days for exam i have read nothing ,i regret of my mistake one more time ,what my parents will feel about me,iam deppressed that i cant make it in 50 days ,i dont know what to do,even being a topper ,bcoz of mobile addiction and laziness iam not able to read till now please help me out.