Hello everyone, I'm heartbroken. I have anxiety and I tend to overthink a lot. I keep blaming myself for every wrong thing that has happened. My heart aches a lot. The person that I broke up with made me felt unwanted, unloved, unimportant and worthless. Does having mental issues makes me impossible to love? Did I do the right decision and broke up with her? Does wanting to feel loved wrong? Just last week I unconsciously wrote a will. I don't know why I did it. I just felt like it. I've been having urge to jump when in front of cars/ busses when I'm going out.