I always get scared and tensed for almost everything. Panic attacks and anxiety attacks became a daily sickness of mine.....I would always cry or want to cry but I cant.....people think of me as a very cheerful .....if I ever say that there is something bothering me they would just tease me or make fun of me....there use to be something where I want someone to be with me....but they always say some solution that do this do that....but I don't want to....they don't understand that there use to be when I don't want any solution , I just want to be with someone.