my husband is berating me about being a Christian and wanting a divorce. he is mentally ill and I am scared of the things he does when he is in his "zone", as he claims he has no idea what he is doing/did during those times. he has tried three times to kill himself to get me to take him back. professionals are telling me that if I go back, next time it will be a murder-suicide attempt so I need to be safe. he is begging me to stay or at least hold off on filing for divorce... mainly because he needs medical insurance and because he believes God will change my mind. he wants me to send him Scripture that shows him that God is OK with me divorcing him....??????