First of all don't worry at times parents must be having their own stress but that doesn't mean she should've reacted like that. Tell me why are you feeling like this?

Hey.... See ur profile pic.... Ur profile pic is with a cute smile... U also... Don't think this stupid ideas... Share what is the problem.... And always remember... There is a solutions of every problem... All will be good... But share it please..

I see, it must be difficult for you to process, but don’t take it too personally. What happened? Let’s talk about it here.

Families are full of clutter, it's kinda multitasking when it comes to sharing personal life with family—you got to be there for them as well as yourselves...and in between sometimes expectations get lost, and love forgotten, and you deal with that, by holding your love for them above your despair for them in all matters, and suicidal thoughts, you can share it with us, express it, as much as you can, we all go through it, and maybe we can understand each other, thank you