plz help me

Question

I  am suffered with that situation  my ex is suffering with cancer who is already married .he told me plz talk to me only for  few minute daily whe n he want as a friend .I started talk to him when he message me  but I love him I can't talk to him as a friend .I  am unable to change my feeling for him .I want to keep distance for him but his  health condition stops me for doing that. I love him always but after his marriage I kept myself distance from him but in my inner heart feelings for him never end.I  don't feel good.What should I do?

solidplover7 · Answer

u can ask him about his health..it is not necessary u always have a big conversation

bubblybass1 · Answer

when I feel talk to him

bubblybass1 · Answer

I feel emotionally connected

solidplover7 · Answer

i can understand

bubblybass1 · Answer

I don't understand how I kept my feeling aside and talk to him as a friend

solidplover7 · Answer

try to control your emotion.. always remember he is married and he is suffering from a lethal disease..u should talk to him as a frnd...

solidplover7 · Answer

what's the reason of your breakup his marriage

bubblybass1 · Answer

his marriage is the reason of breakup

solidplover7 · Answer

see if u want u can be little selfish.. he is married..he has someone who can take care.. he is not alone....

solidplover7 · Answer

if u don't feel like talking to him than don't do it

bubblybass1 · Answer

he says to me  he didn't feel good plz unblock me  and talk me only for few minute when I want

solidplover7 · Answer

u Will exhausted...u can't be free...u will have metal pressure..u will remember your past whenever u will talk to him

solidplover7 · Answer

what i said if talking to him hurts u than don't talk to him

bubblybass1 · Answer

but how I leave him when he insists me to talk him in that condition

solidplover7 · Answer

don't he has wife

solidplover7 · Answer

how he leave u.. and marry to someone else

bubblybass1 · Answer

I don't know

solidplover7 · Answer

what u want

bubblybass1 · Answer

I want to tell him truth I can't do this. I can't change my emotion.plz take care of ur self  and byee

solidplover7 · Answer

can i say something to u

bubblybass1 · Answer

one thing he said me tallkig to me he feel good he talk me only when he want

bubblybass1 · Answer

yes u can

bubblybass1 · Answer

yes why not u can ask

solidplover7 · Answer

don't ever go back to anything u had pray your way out

solidplover7 · Answer

u know if I was yr frnd.. I'll never allow u to talk to him.. u can call me evil

solidplover7 · Answer

sry if i hurt yr feeling

bubblybass1 · Answer

no

bubblybass1 · Answer

u are right

bubblybass1 · Answer

what should I do then

solidplover7 · Answer

don't talk to him..i have already told u he has his wife for anything..

bubblybass1 · Answer

how I say to him

solidplover7 · Answer

be straightforward..say u can't do this it's not your thing to do

bubblybass1 · Answer

hmm

bubblybass1 · Answer

thanks

solidplover7 · Answer

u can do it

bubblybass1 · Answer

but in future I don't want to regret myself

bubblybass1 · Answer

he wants only little thing for me but I can't

solidplover7 · Answer

than do wt your heart say

solidplover7 · Answer

don't regret this too

solidplover7 · Answer

do u think it's little thing

solidplover7 · Answer

really...!!

bubblybass1 · Answer

no

solidplover7 · Answer

u got married to another person now u want your ex back in your life and act as a frnd.. this is little thing

solidplover7 · Answer

than why r u saying that

bubblybass1 · Answer

okk

solidplover7 · Answer

u know the world is selfish u can be too

bubblybass1 · Answer

ok

solidplover7 · Answer

idk why i feel like I'm playing negative person role 😵

bubblybass1 · Answer

no

solidplover7 · Answer

what's yr final decision

solidplover7 · Answer

(;ŏ﹏ŏ)

bubblybass1 · Answer

I  want to say him I feel suffocate to talk to u

bubblybass1 · Answer

so I can't plz I am sorry   and take care of ur self

solidplover7 · Answer

how he is connecting to u

bubblybass1 · Answer

i go to him shop for purchasing something which my mother says to me

solidplover7 · Answer

okay i belive u will say the same thing to him

solidplover7 · Answer

all the best

solidplover7 · Answer

he will recover soon

solidplover7 · Answer

tc

bubblybass1 · Answer

ok

bubblybass1 · Answer

I send him message

solidplover7 · Answer

gr8

bubblybass1 · Answer

but in this situation I can't help him I feel sorry  god not give me punishment

solidplover7 · Answer

wtf bro

solidplover7 · Answer

why u overthink

bubblybass1 · Answer

I always pray to God he will fine soon

solidplover7 · Answer

nothing here is connecting with u

solidplover7 · Answer

u r not leaving him alone he got a family

solidplover7 · Answer

may God give him good health and he will recover soon

bubblybass1 · Answer

truly speaking I love to talk to him but not like that this situation is toxic for me

solidplover7 · Answer

wht i don't understand

bubblybass1 · Answer

one time I remember I drink poison he did not come to see me

solidplover7 · Answer

oh god

solidplover7 · Answer

ರ_ರ

solidplover7 · Answer

yeah i can see that poison effect

solidplover7 · Answer

like u still want to talk to him

bubblybass1 · Answer

I drink poison  because after his marriage  he tried to meet me one time only but he  forced me that day

solidplover7 · Answer

everything is past now leave it

bubblybass1 · Answer

yes

solidplover7 · Answer

tell me wt he reply to u.. if u want

bubblybass1 · Answer

okk

solidplover7 · Answer

yo...

bubblybass1 · Answer

hello

bubblybass1 · Answer

he send message plz tell when u get married and study well

bubblybass1 · Answer

okk byee

bubblybass1 · Answer

he told me that@solidplover7

bubblybass1 · Answer

I love him but  he didn't open anyway for me

solidplover7 · Answer

okay no worries

bubblybass1 · Answer

how can I am selfish like this

solidplover7 · Answer

okay then talk to him

solidplover7 · Answer

and have a good life

bubblybass1 · Answer

I block him

bubblybass1 · Answer

he also says me byee

bubblybass1 · Answer

but he not block me

solidplover7 · Answer

he did right thing

bubblybass1 · Answer

uske shop par gyi the baar usne insist kiya tha mujhse aapse 5 min bhi baat karke  acha lagta hai

bubblybass1 · Answer

kya maine glt kiya

solidplover7 · Answer

kyun acha lgta hai usko usne shadi nhi krli kisi r se...ab q acha lgta hai..

solidplover7 · Answer

aur wo hai kon apka ab jo itna chinta kr rh ho ap

bubblybass1 · Answer

vo bolte hai n sayad uske emotionally support nhi mila kabhi

bubblybass1 · Answer

pyaar tha mera

solidplover7 · Answer

tha

bubblybass1 · Answer

ekk time par vo mera

solidplover7 · Answer

hai nhii..

solidplover7 · Answer

ab ky hai??

bubblybass1 · Answer

kuch nhi

solidplover7 · Answer

phir

solidplover7 · Answer

don't u have your own life

bubblybass1 · Answer

sab kuch hai but  uske liye maine kuch nhi sayad

bubblybass1 · Answer

maine kabhi use  sad nhi dekhna chaha

solidplover7 · Answer

sry bt i can't have this conversation anymore...i have anger issue..i have never be calm to someone else for this long..i have done my part..i have try to make u understand now do whatever u want to do

bubblybass1 · Answer

okk

solidplover7 · Answer

sry to say bt i don't think u know the meaning of self respect

solidplover7 · Answer

and i think u like when someone uses u for their needs

bubblybass1 · Answer

hmm

solidplover7 · Answer

what a girl

bubblybass1 · Answer

a girl with pure heart who never  want hurt someone

bubblybass1 · Answer

okk

solidplover7 · Answer

nice quote

bubblybass1 · Answer

maine kisi ka dukh mein saath nhi choda hai bhale hi vo mere dukh mein mere saath ho ya n ho

solidplover7 · Answer

Acha h nice

bubblybass1 · Answer

but aaj chod diya khud. ke liye kyunki mein aise nhi rah sakte the

solidplover7 · Answer

nice....

solidplover7 · Answer

may i know yr name

bubblybass1 · Answer

Alka

solidplover7 · Answer

nice

bubblybass1 · Answer

thanks

solidplover7 · Answer

I'm meghna

bubblybass1 · Answer

I know u think I am fool girl but I don't know  why I am behaving  like this

bubblybass1 · Answer

okk

solidplover7 · Answer

yeah i think

solidplover7 · Answer

maybe bcz of love

bubblybass1 · Answer

pure heart means not that  I am fool

solidplover7 · Answer

u said yourself fool i didn't say

solidplover7 · Answer

i may sound rude..bt i talk like this..i don't know how to talk sweetly

bubblybass1 · Answer

hmm

solidplover7 · Answer

want to talk more

bubblybass1 · Answer

I am also very rude girl my heart behave  like child only for him

ardentorange7 · Answer

Please take help and suggestions from doctors or therapist they will really give you a good suggestions and will really help you

bubblybass1 · Answer

me not my ex suffered with that situation

bubblybass1 · Answer

with cancer

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