Well, I'm not okay actually. I told to the girl who I'm in love that I was raped. A very difficult topic for me to play. I had to tell her bcuz that's the answer to the why I don't like kisses, n I didn't want her to think it's because of some other thing. I'm scared, what if now everything changes? and in a bad way. I hate this part of me, I hate just...That something that is part of me, be my violation.
