experiencing eating disorder from past 4 years
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I had an eating disorder for 4 years and I messed up my body and metabolism, I wish I could have seen how strong and healthy I was and how fast my metabolism got after my first inpatient stay now I’ve gone off to college and messed it all up I don’t know how to resurrect my metabolism to eat 2,309 calories that I should be eating but I have immense fear of gaining weight and I am to stubborn to go back and get help because I am no longer underweight to the point it would make sense to re-feed I’m stuck

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