I’m currently an inpatient on an ED ward so I know how you feel. But trust me when I say, you are entitled to help no matter your weight. Eating Disorders don’t only prey on the underweight, it is a myth that’s been ingrained in us. Seek help if you are struggling, it’s nothing to be ashamed of. Sending so much love and hugs xx

Hey Noodle23, I understand what you're going through as I have also gone through a similar phase. It's like the inner voices that whisper, that you'll never be happy unless you lose weight, that your worth is measured by how you look. But I have understood that happiness and confidence comes from loving yourself. That's the first step towards your recovery. People around us are never going to be happy with what we do or don't do. So accept yourself for the way you're, for what you're and be content with it. Once, you start with this step and simultaneously seek professional help, I am sure you can get through this. You're not alone, we all are here for you, we are in this together