You dont understand how much I've wanted to hear someone tell me they wanted to actually listen to me. Thank you so so much... If I'm being completely honest with you, its myself that's caused me all this trouble. I got myself worked up in believing that I was and am nothing. I gave myself problems that I cant seem to fix.
wolfalpha
you need to elaborate more... exactly what problems are you talking about
IAmShe
Well for starters, I cant stop binging and purging. it's been a cycle for over a year now, and I cant even begin to tell you how much its fucked up my self esteem. Another one of my main problems is self harm. It's like I wanna stop, but I cant get myself to want to get better.
wolfalpha
Why are you self harming? Because you feel like a failure right?