I confessed him what I feel for him. He understood me and respect my feelings. I did not propose but just confessed as i am not ready to be in any relationship. I felt relieved and much better after that. But still I feel kinda lovesick.. like feeling of overwhelmed after thinking abt him, crying, heartbeat raising.. . . I thought I will feel better. But again I have started feeling that way... I want to get out of this as quick as possible