unsure about sexual orientation and ocd

OCD

Sexual Issues

Hey Sir/ Ma'am. I don't know what is happening with me, is it even a OCD or what? But i find it very problematic. So,i mistakenly watched a series named "The married woman" 3 weeks ago and since then i'm having thoughts that i'm attracted to women because that series is all about lesbian,pansexual etc.Although i don't feel any attraction towards women, still the thought that "kya pta mai attracted hu or mujhe nhi pta lag rha hai". So,this is causing headache and alot of stress. Also, Sometimes if i see a beautiful woman, i think that her hair is beautiful,her jeans is pretty. Mujhe b chaiye esi. Something like that. And i like a boy still this thought continuously popping in my mind. •Also i do such things, jese is waterbottle ka face samne hona chaiye, agr door close karna ho to ekdum se thought aata hai ki ek bar firse karna hai, so i open it and then close it again. •Sometimes if i'm washing clothes, or vo thoda sa bhi khi touch ho jaye,then i wash it again. Please help if it is possible.

Hope08

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Sometimes, i convince myself ki there is nothing like that, and try to stay busy. But after a day or two, this thing again comes in mind and it scared hell out of me. Due to this, i have noticed that i'm reacting to family members and friends in a very weird, rude, arrogant and angry way.

Zoya Ahmad

Hey! Thanks for reaching out. Have you been involved with someone romantically before? If you aren’t sure about your sexuality you should try to pick up signs that do you really feel romantically attracted towards a girl or it’s just you like to appreciate good features you like in their appearance. The other symptoms that you mentioned about could be signs of OCD. How long has it been?

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No, i don't ever had feelings for girls.I was in relationship earlier with a boy. And now i like a boy. But after watching the series, it is just coming in my mind and causing trouble and headache.Recently i searched about it on google and came to know about HOCD. I can relate my condition with HCOD very much. So, how can i ignore the thoughts coming in my mind. Ya and about these OCD symptoms that you mentioned at last, they were there all the time. Not in childhood but ya with age it is getting worse.

You’re just then fascinated by the idea of the series that’s it. Regarding your ocd let’s connect over call?

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